what kind of fool am i?

why do i spend time doing unnecessary things?
why do i keep on planning without implementing?
how many promises have I made but left unfulfilled and broken?
why do i keep on crying over things i can never change?
how much time have i spent thinking of people who doesn't remember me at all?
why do i still keep on giving even if it hurts?
why do i love those people who don't even care?
why do i keep on waiting?
what am i expecting?

WHY?
Can you please tell me...