TwO iS EnOuGH..

Bebang don't wanna face the mirror for she might see a headless chicken!

Poor Bebang..
After several years of experiencing repeated falls (by choice), she is again empty-handed. Though she's on her way towards earning another degree for fulfillment's sake, she still feels so alone. Many times, she told herself to stop but still, she ends up giving into being overly emotional..

She doesn't know what bad spirit seems to connect and involve 'only-she-knows-who' in her memory everyday. There seemed to be an arrow which hit her bull's eye in the heart and etched a 'n0-way-to-heal' scar. Despite the pain caused by the paki-ko-sa-iyo gestures, uncooked jealousy, new-found insecurities, unwavering inconsistencies, and the so-called paradox of emotions, Bebang turned out to be eccentric..

That's it! She's above normal sometimes.. in short, abnormal.. She hates the feeling of being 'taken for granted'.. who does anyway? It's as if nobody would take a bullet for her.

In one of the lowest times of her life, she was crying alone.. thinking of the next thing to do..
April 27 - the day that she'll die as her dream repeatedly played..
As I looked at her crying, I reached out for her hand and I felt the coldness, the loneliness and the hurt.. There was something deep behind her consciousness that's bothering her..

I pity her. I held her hand for so long and say a prayer until she fell asleep..

When she woke up, she smiled at me and said, "Thank you". The day is almost through.

I winked and replied, "Thank God for the two hands that you have. It's enough to hold and keep each other warm and secure, specially in moments when it's both empty".






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GeTTiNG To kNOw... BeBAnG!

- i love to buy and wear ukay ukay..
- i love to sleep facing a wall..
- i often point to objects with my lips..
- i never grow my nails long..
- i cannot stand the smell of a cigarette smoke..
- i love to play piano and guitar..
- i usually nod my head upwards to greet someone..
- i love to use a 'lugod' to scrub myself in the shower..
- i collect sentimental items from the places I visit for souvenir..
- i sometimes smile for no reason..
- i prefer to sit in the shade instead of basking under the sun..
- i put my hands together in front of me to make a path when I say "excuse me"..
- i love to put my foot up on my chair and rest my elbow on my knee while eating..
- i always offer food to all my visitors in the house..
- i never turn around when someone calls my attention saying, "psssst..." or "hoy!"..
- my sneeze sounds 'ahh-choo!'.. and not "ahh-ching!'..
- i hate it when my score in the videoke is below 90..
- i hate to wear dirty and wet rubber slippers..
- i always want my hands dry and 'mabango'..
- i love to plant 'smelling kisses' on my kids' necks..
- i instinctively pick a toothpick every after meal and just stick it on my lips..
- i love dipping biscocho and pandesal  in my coffee..
- i love to eat 'dukot'.. and 'balut' too..
- i always eat rice for breakfast..
- i love to buy, read and re-read all kinds of books..
- i like to eat chocolates..
- i had my menstruation during our wedding day..
- i was a virgin before 'five days' after our wedding..
- i haven't tried pre-marital sex and sex outside marriage..
- i did have seven boyfriends before I got married..
- i fear crossing busy streets..
- i love dogs and cats..
- i use semi hot water in taking a bath during rainy days..
- i always have a pet fish..
- i won't last a day without brushing my teeth..
- i find ways to show my feelings to the person i do really love..
- i seldom get angry..
- i keep quiet when I'm hurt..
- i never have been drunk or into any drugs..
- my brassieres are all strapless..
- i love to clean our CR..
- i often wash my undies after taking a bath..
- i hate it when I'm taken for granted..
- i can survive a day without taking a full bath, especially if I haven't slept..
- i love to go swimming in all sorts of clean beaches..
- i love to collect stuffed toys..
- i am green-thumbed since birth..
- i often forget the names and faces of the persons I seldom meet..
- i fear steel-made door knobs because i often get static..
- i have lost many handkerchiefs since childhood..
- my favorite fruit is "star apple"..
- i am prayerful..
- i like to give 'pasalubong' to most of my friends..
- i love to sing inside the bathroom..
- i snore when I'm so tired..
- i am often forgetful but only for a short period of time..
- i always have a planner with me..
- i always have new bills in my wallet..
- i store new coins in my 'alkansiya'..
- i often put folded tissues inside my size 5 - shoes to make it fit..
- i fear injections and dextrose..
- i love to draw and color all kinds of coloring books..
- my most comfortable outfit is a shirt, a maong pants, with a tennis shoes..
- i always go out with a sling bag..


SO FAR, THESE ARE SOME OF THE THINGS I'M READY TO SHARE ABOUT MYSELF..
mga bagay na pwedeng ipagmayabang or ikahiya..
basta totoo.. take me or leave me.. :))