Wednesday, February 23, 2011

a FRiEnD's PRoMiSE..


If you need to talk, I'll listen.

If you need to cry, I'll hold you.

If you feel lost, I'll help guide you.

If you need to be angry, I'll let you.

If you're feeling afraid, I'll comfort you.

If you're feeling attacked, I'll be your defense.

If you need to lean awhile, I'll give you a shoulder.

If you're feeling unsure, I'll be your confidence.

If you're feeling alone, I'll be the friend who won't leave you.

If you need to learn to trust again, I'll prove to you that you can.





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Tuesday, February 22, 2011

i kNOw HiM So WeLL..

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long.
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?
Isn't it madness
He can't be mine?

Oh so good
Oh so fine

He can't be mine?

But in the end he needs
A little bit more than me --
More security

He needs his fantasy
And freedom

I know him so well.

No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide.

Looking back I could
Have played things
Some other way

Looking back I could
Have played it
Differently

Learned about the man
Before I fell

I was just a little
Careless maybe

But I was
Ever so much
Younger then
Now at least

Now at least
I know him well

I know I know him well

Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?
Isn't it madness

Oh so good
Oh so fine

He won't be mine?
Didn't I know
How it would go?
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart?

Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?

Isn't it madness
He won't be mine?

He won't be mine?

But in the end he needs a
Little bit more than me --
More security

He needs his
Fantasy and freedom

I know him so well

It took time to understand him

I know him so well.






(//_^)

IKaW Pa RiN..

MAHAL PA RIN KITA
Di maamin ng damdamin
Na ngayo'y wala ka na sa aking piling
Araw araw ang dalangin
Ay mayakap kang muli at maangkin....

Ngunit pa'no nga ba ang pag-ibig mo magbabalik
Batid ko na nasaktan kita ng labis
At sinabi ko sa o na kaya kong limutin ka
Bakit ngayo'y hinahanap kita...

Ikaw pa rin ang nais ko
Damang-dama ng puso ko
Mahirap na dayain ang isipa't damdamin

Ikaw pa rin ang hanap ko
Mapapatawad ba ako
Muli't muling sasambitin
Sinisigaw ng damdamin
Mahal pa rin kita, oh, giliw ko...

Ala-ala ang kasama
Mga sandaling dati ano'ng saya
Pinipilit na limutin
Bakit di maamin na wala ka na...






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DoN't SaY YoU LovE mE..

I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away...
Yeah, yeah yeah

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

(Say you love me...)
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real, (make it real,) or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away...










(//_^)

LucKY..

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acvIVA9-FMQ

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wHeRE aRe YoU noW..

To my favorite teacher
Who told me, "never give up."
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I miss
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex-bestfriends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear,
"I'd never go anywhere"
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?






http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UqlZdqONvY&feature=related

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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

DEaR TeACHeRs..

I go inside the classroom anticipating that I'll learn something from you and our subject. I believe what my parents told me that education is important and is the only treasure they could leave when they are gone and that no one can steal it away from me.

 I love it when you call my name for it proves that I am not a stranger in your class. I'd be thankful if you understand my frailties, ideas, habits, and ways of thinking. My mind is often full of distractions. I appreciate your efforts in writing clearly on the board the important points on the lessons. In case you don't know, I do notice if you are not feeling well or if you are sleepy and yet, you do your best to be enthusiastic. I know it too, when you are sad and I wonder how could I be of help to you. At times, I feel sleepy too and it’s not because of boredom. It must be the vitamins I’m taking or the sleepless nights I spent on things I believe to be necessary.

Please be kind and friendly. Even if how difficult your subject is, I’ll do my best to learn. Often, I am afraid to ask questions specially if you’re not in the mood. So, please smile often. It reduces the pressure, at least. You were once a student before you became our teacher. If there is one person who understands us well, it’s you. I can't afford to miss your class. So if I come in late, reprimand me in private. Do not scold me in front of my classmates. I would go nuts if my crush is in there, watching. If I get low scores, please don’t get angry. It doesn’t mean that you’re lousy. You can blame the genetics if you want but please bear with me. You don’t need to assure me of a passing grade. I just need an encouragement and a reason to do my best again.


I love to be acknowledged. It’s a million-worth of accomplishment for me once my efforts are appreciated. In an instant, you and your subject will be one of my favorites. With the degree that you have, I trust you and I never doubt your capacity. Everything you say, for me, is truth. I respect you and your words and I’d appreciate it more if you fulfill your promise, stick to our classroom rules and always come to class on time. I feel proud if you recognize me amidst the crowd. I feel disgusted when you pretend not to hear me greet you along the corridors. It’s humiliating on my part. Sometimes, I need your full attention. I don’t know why but I love the feeling of being noticed. Let me say thank you for sometimes giving in but don’t allow me to abuse you. Just help me build my confidence.

Years from now, I may forget the all the formulas I’ve memorized and derived from my pockets and the different topics in our subject.. but for sure, I will bring with me the memories of how you treated us and the way you taught inside the classroom.








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Sunday, February 13, 2011

DeAR sTuDEnTs..

I don't only want to teach you the lessons I ought to teach but I intend to make you realize that learning is a pleasant experience. I take the responsibility as your parent inside the classroom and I am hoping that you'll give me the due respect I deserve. I do my best to memorize your names despite the hundreds of faces I see inside the different classrooms everyday and I'd appreciate it if you don't transfer seats for it helps me a bit. I want you to feel at home in my class.

Your punctuality and participation in our class is important to me. I don't want you to miss anything. Your interest in the subject inspires me to teach better and do my best to share everything I know. I hate it when you are not listening while I am talking. It's an insult for me, not just as your teacher but as a person as well. I'm expecting you to ask questions politely and not merely to test my capacity. I stand in front of the whole class as a teacher, not as a performer. I intend to demonstrate and give examples, not to do any exhibitions. I notice it when the class gets boring. We have the syllabus to follow. We, teachers, seemed to have no right to be lazy but we get tired too, like any human does.

I don't intend to be a 'terror' teacher but sometimes, it's the only way to discipline the majority. It is never easy to deal all at once with fifty different personalities inside the classroom. Often times, it's an unjust battle between one and fifty. There are times you'd hardly understand me why I get so upset if the class gets noisy. It is only when you become a teacher too, then you'll know.

Yes, we do teaching as a living but giving our time and our hearts into teaching is a personal choice. I hope you, students, see that. We can never be perfect educators in as much that you can't be perfect students too. Teaching is a vocation and learning is a passion. Listen then, not only with your ears, but with your heart.

Learning, just like growing up, is a matter of choice. Even if we'd jump from the roof top but if students refuse to learn, it's useless. We are just one of those who help in shaping your future but everything lies in your hands. Please don’t blame us for your failing grades. We watch you closely during examinations not to give you agony but to be fair with the whole class. We give you assignments and projects not to drown you but to maintain your momentum. We give you seat works and board works not to punish you but to give you the opportunity to show off and boost yourselves. We let you stand and answer questions not to embarrass you but to give you a chance to be heard and make an impression to others.

Whether you've learned or not, we are still fully paid. As we do our best to teach you, do your part as students and we'll be more happier for you.  We want to motivate you as you hopefully inspire us..  for without you, we are never called TEACHERS..







(//_^)

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

a MeSsAGe FroM a RaiNBoW..

 HOPEFULNESS...

many times, I feel so down..
not by choice but by circumstances..

    - unfinished school requirements..
    - misunderstandings..
    - miscommunications..
    - frustrations..
    - self pity..
    - heartaches..
    - loneliness..


BUT...
 
like God's promise, a rainbow is sure to come after every storm..

and that is the time when I realize why everything happened.. that was just part of the exercise which my heart needs..

experiences that sometimes tap me on the shoulder, for me to look back and see that I do belong to the human race..

who stumble and fall.. yet, always ready to stand and move on..


 Jesus didn't merely died for us. He lived His life for us. Let us not just hold on to Him but let Him hold us as well..





(//_^)

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

FLoWeRs FoR YoU (FoR THiS mOnTh of LovE)..

PicTUREs TaKEn FRoM oUr GArDEn..
cONTribUTinG eFForTs oF a GREen-ThUmBeD FaMiLY...



































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